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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Why why and why...??? @@!

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Do it just to fulfill the promises ?




And there will be no any repetition after fulfilled them ?




Is it just with an intention to repay ? Nothing else than that ?




Why there will be no any natural act ?




Saturday, November 13, 2010

B.A.D !

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Do you agree with me that I'm not a good person?



Honestly, no matter how the other people say that I'm so good in this and that, I will think of it oppositely. And whenever people praise me, I will take it as an insult. May be this has became a habit of mine.









But, seriously, I'm really not a good person. NOT A GOOD PERSON.. I'M A BAD GUY !.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Shy !

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OHHhhhhhhhhh Goooooosssshhhhhhhhhhh...



I couldn't believe that someone asked me those kind of questions and I didn't know how to answer them.



I kept on thinking for the answer but I didn't know whether I answered them correctly or not. I hope the answers came from my heart and not just a lies.




First time of my life encountering such questions.

SO EMBARRASSING !!!





By the way, your stories had worried me. Hope that you are fine and never give up.



Friday, November 5, 2010

HaPpY dEePaVaLi !!

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Hereby wishing all of my Indian friends from KL, Aimst, and all over the places,





HAPPY DEEPAVALI






and may your home light up with the joy of Deepavali.





Have a great day with your family and friends. Enjoy !

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

GUARD THE HEART ! DUDE !!

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I always ask others to guard their heart. Don't easily fall into someone.



But now, I'm the one who couldn't do it.








These days, I couldn't concentrate on whatever I'm doing. After a while, my mind will reflect its' image. Controlling me to seek for it even by looking at it for few seconds and that will not satisfy me.




Arghhhhhhh.. if this keeps going on, my studies will fall abruptly. I need to get out of this NOW !.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

S-O-L-O

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I am feeling so weird now.. I do not have a place to voice out my feelings instead this is the only choice I can make which is to say it in my own blog.


Again, I am feeling so weird .. Weird, in the sense of people around me. I wonder if it is my problem or the others.


Before I enter into degree programme ( back to university ), I was so scare to return. I missed KL's friends and the moments with them. I had a great time with them during my long holiday.


After that, I felt I have nothing to scare of because they're always there for me. Yet, currently I am back to KL for my raya holiday. I sense a huge difference. I feel so sorrow which I never feel it before.




I do not know how to express my feelings now..just a simple word will do.. "lonely"..





"to be happy, I would rather choose to be sad"

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Back To Aimst !

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Ola everyone.

I'm back to Sg.Petani again today. Tomorrow (9.08.2010) will be a history of my life which is my degree intake.





5 years of time for me to battle within myself and achieve my dreams. No matter how huge the waves are, no matter how thick the walls are, they will not make me fall.



There's a bit of fear and worry in me right now. I don't feel really excited like the first time I came to this place. Day after tomorrow, everything will be fine.





See ya !!