Bad...really bad.......

Haiz......i think i'm the cause of this thing happen..

yesterday, Sunday..time to go back uni..my friends come and fetch me near my uncle there..

on their way and almost reach my uncle place, accident happened...its like playing bumper car..4 cars hit in a row..i didn't know whether is my friend fault or what..he's the last car..his car knock the 3rd one then 3rd one knock the 2nd one last..2nd one knock the first one..funny right??..the most funniest part was...the first one didn't even have any crash but he still report to the police..only his back part has a few scratches..and that scratches can be polished it off within a second...he's making himself into trouble and wasted RM300 for the report..

this is true one..i'm not lying...i feel like i'm the one who causes this thing happen..if i'm not going to alor star..accident will not occur right?

my friend's car...sad..T_T...

we took more than 2 hours in here..they doing it so slow...arghhh...

we went back to uni with using another friend's car..honda..lucky he's more cautious...

Next another HOT news.....AIMST HAVING H1N1 ....believe?..

this is really true..if not mistaken last week..there's a small ambulance entered Aimst and bring a few people..they were suspected suffering from that disease..and what i heard yesterday once i reached Aimst was there are 20++ people have been sent to hospital and there are 5 people in my apartment suffering from H1N1...my friends and i were so shock and didn't know what to do..

So how??.....

god bless me...><

Tired...restless...

FUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHH...wat a tiring day..

today i woke up at 12pm..lol..slept like almost 12 hours..then had my lunch everything and started to do homework around 2pm if not mistaken..

actually i wanted to finish my chemistry first then only mathematics..but then i don't know how to do and don't have referrence book beside me..so i change to math..

do do do do do...do till dinner time..after dinner do do do do do..till 11pm ..XD!! i rejected all invitation from my uncle, his wife, cousin and friends just to finish my homework ..swt...came alor star just to do homework..rather stay in hostel and finish them right??..do you think so? ..but if i stay in hostel and do, i couldn't have so much fun enjoying food while doing homework..some more the food can't get in the hostel..haha

non-stop doing...sit on the chair till my back aching..my ass burning..my shoulder harden..lucky there are food on the table..do math while eating ^^..if my math lecturer, Mr.Rama know us eat when doing math..hmmm!! i think i will be dead hahahaa..

i used up 21 test pad to finish half of the chapter only...so dam wasted..yah i know..but the lecturer said not to divide the page into half..don't be so environmental friendly when doing maths..hahah...

alright..good night guys..my back aching have to rest now..tata

Alor Star..

I came to my uncle house in Alor Star yesterday evening after my tutorial class..

because..all of my chinese roommate they returning to their house and will left me alone in the house..so i decided to follow them to Alor Star..they live in Jitra..somewhere near to my uncle there..

another reason i came to Alor Star is..to relax myself and calm myself down..there are a lot of things happen recently..i couldn't face it..but...i found out i came to Alor Star also do nothing haha..nothing fun i can do except staying in my uncle house online and study..luckily his house is fully air-cond..haha can extinguish the fire burning on my head XD!..

so..yesterday night..my cousin bring me to Alor Star Mall to play snooker...i already told him i didn't know how to play..yet..i know he likes addicted to it ..so i just went and play for fun..

the price here is cheaper than KL..i forgot how long we played..but we just paid RM 9.80 ONLI..cheap right? ..

hahahaa...play for so long..i only managed to enter 2 balls..the rest one my cousin enter..

swt....I'm so noob haha..

hmmm..actually i wanted to watch ice aged 3 very much..i thought my cousin will have this intention same like mine..but he don't like to watch movie..even transformer 2 also haven't watch..Argghhhh......i want to watch ice age T_T...

after the snooker, he drove me to go around Alor Star..he introduced me some places..for example the place where Tunku Abdul Rahman lived, his school SMK Keat Hwa, MRC ( Malaysia Recreation Center ) if i not mistaken and etc...

and at the moment now..i stuck in my uncle house finish my homework and do my studies..exam just around the corner..i can't stop myself from enjoying the life...am i enjoying ? lolx...

alright...tomorrow have to return to uni ..back to the prison !!....see ya guys..

Miss..

我会好好过-李玖哲

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重 都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收 你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由

我会好好过 等你再爱我
总有个角落 会让你想起我
我会好好过 等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重 纵使爱太弱
我会好好过 等你回头
会看到的一定是我


still...couldn't adapt..already 3 days...

trying my best...

i'm going alor star tomorrow..hopefully can make myself happy and study there..
good night

The end..

77days..

i don't know what to say and what to tell...

i'm out of ideas...

i didn't know what should i do right now...

it's really a sad memory for me...

those sweet moments keep appear in my mind...i had nailed them very well..no one will do as better as me..

but now..its hard for me to pull out all the nails..

i have done a big mistake..

i'm doubt..i'm silly..i'm lonely..i'm sad..

i have to start all over again..adapt back the loner situation..this is the thing i hate to do the most..

but what can i do..i have no choice..unless................i shouldn't have think about it..haiz..

hope you will get someone better than me..not as aunty as me..but is for your own good...everyone cares about you..appreciate yourselves...listen to people advises..

goodbye..

bye kapo, bye puppy...i have to leave now..wonder when will be seing you two or mayb forever not.............................. :( bye..

Saving the ending part..

你的承诺

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby～
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后你要好好生活
不要想我 也别再哭了
不要想我 也别再～

give me another chance..ending is not a proper solution..i know you don't have the feel anymore but how about me..i know i did lot of mistakes and you gave me chances in a way that i didn't realise anything..i really don't want to separate with you..i really don't want to find another one..i know i'm silly.....we have so many things haven't do together..
1) go genting
2) karaoke
3) ice skating
4) celebrate each other birthday
and more..i will not pressure you will not bind you will not disturb you..will not will not.... accept me back..i'm sorry..making you angry..making you stress..i still remember promises between us..i really want to obey it..i want to obey it till end of our breaths..please ..i'm so so sorry...


you ending it by scolding me, scold scold scold..feel so happy after ending it..don't you have the sad feeling?..don't remember the time we spent our time together at so many places??..laugh, chat and so many thing else..don't you feel wasted?..why don't discuss with me again to solve it..i know i didn't listen to what you said but i really can't figure it out..though i figure it out already, no chances for me..i'm too slow..i'm too dumb..



memories..what about memories..don't you feel want to have it again?..HOW ABOUT KAPO AND PUPPY !!!!...:( they aren't gonna separate..i will not let them separate..will not will not ...








give me chance to repair back..give me chance to let you love me..we have been so long together...i don't really wanna let everything gone just like that...i'm still love you..that will never change...i really do... :(

last chance..i want to take care of you..i wanna help you in all ways..i wanna be beside you support you..i wanna go through with you all stuffs..i wanna love you..please...so sorry T_T

Loves..

What do you know about love?..

How do you define love?..

What is your opinion about love?..

How do you express your love to someone?..

For me, in my opinion, everyone needs love..or you love someone..

love your family, friends, teachers, someone that you respect, someone that in big trouble, someone that born disformed, and everyone will have in the future or now that is your match..

some people only love someone's outer look but for me the content inside is the most important..the kindness, the unique personalities, the honesty..n etc..

Why people judge a person by its cover? Attracted to ones outlook?..is that really important for you all?

One day when they grow old, their appearance for sure will change..and at that time how you want love him or her?..

Cares and worries..show the love..always ask how are they going on..how they feel..what is their problem and give helping hands..

someone who willing to sacrifice to you is the person who sincerely wanted to help..who really love you..who really want to be together with you till the end of our life..

Money is not that important..it can't really give what you actually want..yes it does but is items, objects..what if it disappears in a jiffy..

Advise for those parents out there, money for children doesn't give any happiness for them..you just making them to become more materialistic..big spender..

For couple..hmmm...is hard to say..depends on each individual, what the individual wants..sit down and discuss..when both sides agree, then work it out together..if is not, then think of alternative way..



LOVE..show to everyone in the Earth..cruelty doesn't give people happiness yet leave the scars in their heart..don't avoid them..approach them when they have problem..not discriminate them..