Tears

哭泣


昨天我始终压抑不住自己的情绪
眼泪不听话地滑下来 T.T
最后撑不住了
只能偷偷地躲在房间哭泣
久久都不能自己。
此时此刻的我变得多么地软弱
但是我可以说的是
在这件事里，我一点都没错
小器的人是你，计较的人是你。
为什么你的话，我一定要听?
我说的话就没人听?
你想吃什么，你一开口，我就会把食物让给你
我想吃什么，我一开口，你睬都不睬我。
你要去车站搭车，不管多早，6点早上我都是这样起来载你去车站
换着是我的话，你早就在房里呼呼大睡了。
为什么什么事情都是由我去做?难道你不能帮忙一下吗?
是不是因为我是女生，而你是男生，你就什么都不用做?
你说我很计较，就是你的错。
心里的不满只能往自己的肚子里吞。泪水也一样。

from http://realapplez.blogspot.com/2009/06/blog-post_19.html
this is one of the blogger from blogspot..i quoted it..
somehow it related to me..almost 85% of it..
i feel pity towards her..hope her bf treat her well..
i hope the thing goes to me as well..

INSECTS BITES !!

don't know why these few days at night there are lot of tiny bugs which bite people..

this are the results..of the bugs..which successfully bitten me ..

its like mosquito bites..but this is more itchy than that..some of it I scratched till bleed..its really really itchy..

hope soon it will gone..

Pa..Happy Father's Day

21st June 2009..Father's day..

Hereby I wish my dad..HaPpY FaThEr's DaY..

thx for giving me and guiding me since young till now..support me in all ways..

Pa..I'll never forget you..I'll study hard to be successful person and take care of you..i love you Pa..

DAM IT !!

DOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMM.....


I'm not allow return to KL...!!...why don't permit me to go back ??!! WHY !!!....

I'm going insane soon ..even only 2 days that is saturday and sunday in this prison !!...

HELP !!!...

WHY TREATING ME LIKE THAT...SOB!!

Penang trip with parents

Hi all..so long didn't blog already..finally found a day with free time to blog about last weekend..my parents came to visit me last friday..

so after my class on last friday, they fetched me out to Sg.Petani to stay there for one night..I didn't know why they don't want to bring me straight to Penang..we had our dinner around 6pm then went to The Stor to shop for awhile..after that went back to hotel and got early rest..

The next day morning, we started our journey around 930am..then reached Penang at 1030am..its been 13years plus didn't go to Penang..the last time I went was when I age 5..now Penang is totally different..perfectly developed..skyscrappers, factories, houses..so when reached there, we went to aunt's house..her house is still remain the same..nothing different..i still can remember very well how her house look like even i didn't been there for few years..

Then, we went out for lunch around 12pm..on the way to E&O..i saw a lot of historical places..for example the Francis Light house, the church, and more..hmmm..we had our lunch at Eastern & Oriental Hotel ( E&O )..it is the five star hotel..we had Hi-tea..so many delicious delicacies and beverages..i non-stop eating, even i already full i still can't stop haha..for so long being locked in this "prison uni" with those spicy and same food everyday..so whenever there's a chance to go out, sure eat very full before entering this prison again ..the hotel is pretty nice..it is a nice place..located at the border of Penang..means beside the sea..

Later on, we went to Snake Temple and Kek Lok Si where I miss that place so much..those places have not much different but the surrounding there now full of buildings like factories and more..the weather was super hot that time..sun blast on us..sweat all the way..even if there's an umbrella also no use..see some snakes, buy some souvenir, snap some picture then return..after visit those places, then we went to have the most famous chandul in Penang..and then went to my aunt's salon to have a hair cut..

At night, we went to hawker centre to have our dinner..everywhere is full of people..all family didn't cook on weekends..that's what my aunt told me..

Next day morning, Sunday, we had our breakfast at another well-known roti canai stall..located at the roadside..though it look not high class, the food is really wonderful and delicious..can't bear with it..addicted..then went to Komtar shopping..a long walk in there for few hours till 3pm plus..bought nothing but just washed our eyes..lots of nice clothes..but not affordable haha..

Before going back to Sg.Petani, we had our tea time at hawker stall also..ate the ice-kacang which advertised in Ho Chak before this..not bad..so I can conclude that we ate for 24 hours non-stop..stomach full with different types of food..beverages..haha..and now when i see food, i don't feel like eating anymore..hehe..

7pm..reached hostel..back to prison..days ended..miss my parents so much..

*end*

Blood Test !!

I have my lab experiment today..and it is the most fun for me because I didn't done it before..guess what..

is the BLOOD TEST !!..and I poke my own fingertip for the first time !!..muahaha

we did our own blood test by poking our own fingertip with a sharp teeth blade..

drop the blood drops on a slide..then add anti-A , anti-B and anti-Rh..

here are the picture..

this mine..I'm A+

My lab mates one..

enjoy~~..

I'm a failure..

I FAILED MY CHEMISTRY !!...

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE..

SO UNLUCKY TODAY..

HAIZZZ...