Step by Step

Bother ?

2011-08-24T18:03:00.002+08:00

Another lesson in my life.

"Being good to others".

I have to disagree with that. Strongly disagree !

Luck . .

2011-08-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in luck?

I only believe it in some situations such as social life and etc.

Everything went on smoothly for the past few months. When month of August has arrived, within the first hour of the first day itself, all kind of incidents occurred. It never ends till today.

I couldn't believe that my luck fall abruptly !

=(

"Great Achievement"

2011-07-18T01:17:00.005+08:00

Should I consider myself lucky or what?

Within a week, I get 3 bruises on different parts of my right hand.

Apart from that, I always knock on things surrounding me while I'm walking. eg refrigerator, handle of staircase, chairs and tables, shoes, doors, etc.

I'm so careless and silly, isn't?

Haha.

The " -tys' "

2011-07-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Finally, the "-ty" years have arrived.

All memories in "-teen" years are stored in part of my brain and will be flipped through as time goes by.

Last day of my "-teen" years was dull and bored. As usual, sitting in front of my lappy, watch dramas, and went out dinner with my family.

If that lame 709 event doesn't exist at all, perhaps I might have a wonderful day.

Anyway, forget the past and live for the future.

Hereby, a zillions thank to all of you for your grateful wishes.
Moreover, I also wish all of you healthy all the time and may your dreams come true too.

Before I end, I would like to dedicate the song below to myself, which I do the same every year.

This song may sounds kinda emo but it meant a lot to me.

Good night all, have a great tomorrow !

"Miss"

2011-06-29T10:09:00.007+08:00

Early in the morning, my heart has sunk into deep sea.

Memories flashback in every seconds.

Especially, Penang trip.

That was the most joyful trip I ever had since I entered Uni.

Honestly speaking, I did wish the days will never end. Unfortunately, I can't demand for it.

The mood started to appear when I return to KL. Those planted memories slowly being dug out from the ground (brain).

Sometimes, I would even laugh alone at the side of the corner. Knew it is weird but I enjoy for being weird.

'MISS' is the hardest thing for me to cope. It doesn't last for a day but forever.

Thanks for letting me to 'miss' all of you. That also means that I will never forget all of you.

Thanks for being friends of mine. And thanks for giving me such awesome memories.

Golden Phrase

2011-03-31T18:02:00.002+08:00

不要封闭自己，

你要先爱别人，

别人才会爱你。

Do not close the door to our heart.
By loving others, we too will be loved.

Jing Si Aphorism by Master Cheng Yen

Consideration !

2011-03-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

People with the "ability to know others' thoughts" are those with a sincere mind that is always considerate of others and thinks of others, and they will not have anything to hide from us.

When I posted it on my facebook, I get a plenty of comments. One of them said "as if you considerate my feeling".

I get so upset when I saw this comment. She thinks that I'm not being considerate towards her then what about her.

Making all sort of noises during the class, being so arrogant when she knows everything and showing off like nobody business, and etc.

Why would I need to be considerate towards her since she do not show any respect to others and I, disturbing from the beginning the class till the end.

She thinks she's perfect in everything and welcome by others, in fact, she's totally wrong. If no one dare to be the first one who hates her, then let me be ! I have endured for 1 CA, and I don't give a damn to her.

And one more thing, I pity with the guy who is in the relationship with her. 2 words to you, "good luck" .

Em0ti0nal Breakd0wn

2011-02-18T18:27:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning, I saw a few tears drop from a friend of mine. She misses her parents and home, especially her grandma, who is sick. She couldn't wait for her parents to fetch her back to see her grandma. All of sudden, a feel of sorrow strikes my heart. I felt so helpless to see a friend of mine who undergoes such condition.

Another bad news is a friend who I know since age of 5, yes is 5, will be leaving to Australia to further her studies at today's midnight. Smart, kindhearted, 'tiny', and open-minded, leaving alone, far far away from her family, friends and Malaysia.
From here, I would like to tell her that "you are always the great ! don't ever give up ! please take good care of yourselves, do always mail me. TAKE CARE ! "

Nevertheless, I miss my home too. I do really want to go back even only for 2 days but I can't. Exam is coming and my mom not allow me.

"Mom, I do really want to go back." =(

8words to describe.

2011-02-01T12:08:00.003+08:00

Ain't

a

happy

Chinese New Year

this

year.

Penang Bridge Marathon 2010

2010-11-28T13:00:00.003+08:00

Wooohoooo...previous post was my first 100 posts..nothing to be happy because it doesn't mean anything ..hahaa

So, last weekend 21 Nov 2010, my friends and I participated in Penang Bridge International Marathon 2010. Not full or half marathon, it just a fun run.

For me, it was not a fun run. I took it as a serious sport and finished the run within the time limit that has been set.

It was really a great experience and I wish to upgrade into next category for the coming years. Hope it will really comes true.

-Just a little update about what's going on around me. Currently busy with studies and got no time to make long post. Stay tuned-

你怎么舍得我难过

2010-11-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

All of sudden, my mind was singing this song when I came out from movie in LT1.

It gave me a sudden lonely feels.

对你的思念是一天又一天,
孤单的我还是没有改变,
美丽的梦何时才能出现,
亲爱的你好想再见你一面.

秋天的风一阵阵地吹过,
想起了去年的这个时候,
你的心到底在想些什么,
为什么留下这个结局让我承受.

最爱你的人是我,
你怎么舍得我难过,
在我最需要你的时候
没有一句话就走,

最爱你的人是我,
你怎么舍得我难过,
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过.

Stranger >> New Friend >> Rumours >> ??????

2010-11-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

To have a friend who is willing to hear all of your problems, share thoughts, sports and study together, and etc is harder than finding a treasure.

I do have a best friend who always support and listen to my problems, but now he is 100km plus far away from me due to pursuing in different university. Yes, I admit that we seldom contact each other since we went to different university but that and the distance will not break us apart. Yet, it makes the bond grow even stronger as we have lot of topics to chat when we gather back together and usual activities like attending training classes and having fun in cybercafe are still going on.

Honestly, I'm very picky in choosing friends. I prefer friends who are hardworking, highly motivated, strong determination, smart and etc. I appreciate them a lot and take them as my idols. It's totally not mean that I use them like a tool in order to achieve my goals, but as an idol who will motivates me and lead me to correct path as like theirs.

I like to be independent and not giving troubles to others. Meanwhile, low self-esteem strikes me. I always have negative thinking in every actions of mine. I couldn't control myself to think in such an improper way but it sometimes able to make me realize which of my action is correct or incorrect.

While others, they are still my friends but not as much as I mix with those. I'm so sorry if this hurts you all, different people have different point of view and personality. I'm a kind of person who are easily influenced by entertainments and I have to do lot of things in order for myself not to get addicted and turn into playful mode. In short, study, career and goals are my priority.

( Neglect the gender and races )

I love to be friendly and be friends with everyone. Yet, lot of problems rise in between.

These days, this issue making me upside down. I dare not to drag someone into trouble or rumour when I started to be one of their friends. I feel so guilty and sorry for them who are innocent and being drag into trouble by me. I don't know where is the problem arise from and how to overcome this problem. If just ignore it, I really couldn't do it. It doesn't make me feel better but even more worry towards them. If follow the old way, I will just let it go and let time to lead me into the Path of Forgetfulness.

So, is it "let it go" will be the best solution of all at this time?..

无眠 touch

2010-11-17T02:10:00.002+08:00

今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭髮都失眠

天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷

你現在想著誰有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切都種在這個地點
卻像魚守在裡面

今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭髮都失眠

天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷

你現在想著誰有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切都種在這個地點
卻是魚守在裡面

不管要多少時間多少眼淚多少落空來等待
不管你是不是會回來
其實我也不明白為什麼如此傻傻地期盼
你是我僅有的愛

你現在想著誰有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切都種在這個地點
像條魚守在裡面
守著幻影葬在裡面

Why why and why...??? @@!

2010-11-14T02:41:00.004+08:00

Do it just to fulfill the promises ?

And there will be no any repetition after fulfilled them ?

Is it just with an intention to repay ? Nothing else than that ?

Why there will be no any natural act ?

B.A.D !

2010-11-13T08:14:00.002+08:00

Do you agree with me that I'm not a good person?

Honestly, no matter how the other people say that I'm so good in this and that, I will think of it oppositely. And whenever people praise me, I will take it as an insult. May be this has became a habit of mine.

But, seriously, I'm really not a good person. NOT A GOOD PERSON.. I'M A BAD GUY !.

Shy !

2010-11-07T09:00:00.003+08:00

OHHhhhhhhhhh Goooooosssshhhhhhhhhhh...

I couldn't believe that someone asked me those kind of questions and I didn't know how to answer them.

I kept on thinking for the answer but I didn't know whether I answered them correctly or not. I hope the answers came from my heart and not just a lies.

First time of my life encountering such questions.

SO EMBARRASSING !!!

By the way, your stories had worried me. Hope that you are fine and never give up.

HaPpY dEePaVaLi !!

2010-11-05T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hereby wishing all of my Indian friends from KL, Aimst, and all over the places,

HAPPY DEEPAVALI

and may your home light up with the joy of Deepavali.

Have a great day with your family and friends. Enjoy !

GUARD THE HEART ! DUDE !!

2010-11-02T09:27:00.003+08:00

I always ask others to guard their heart. Don't easily fall into someone.

But now, I'm the one who couldn't do it.

These days, I couldn't concentrate on whatever I'm doing. After a while, my mind will reflect its' image. Controlling me to seek for it even by looking at it for few seconds and that will not satisfy me.

Arghhhhhhh.. if this keeps going on, my studies will fall abruptly. I need to get out of this NOW !.

S-O-L-O

2010-09-07T00:40:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so weird now.. I do not have a place to voice out my feelings instead this is the only choice I can make which is to say it in my own blog.

Again, I am feeling so weird .. Weird, in the sense of people around me. I wonder if it is my problem or the others.

Before I enter into degree programme ( back to university ), I was so scare to return. I missed KL's friends and the moments with them. I had a great time with them during my long holiday.

After that, I felt I have nothing to scare of because they're always there for me. Yet, currently I am back to KL for my raya holiday. I sense a huge difference. I feel so sorrow which I never feel it before.

I do not know how to express my feelings now..just a simple word will do.. "lonely"..

"to be happy, I would rather choose to be sad"

Back To Aimst !

2010-08-08T18:41:00.004+08:00

Ola everyone.

I'm back to Sg.Petani again today. Tomorrow (9.08.2010) will be a history of my life which is my degree intake.

5 years of time for me to battle within myself and achieve my dreams. No matter how huge the waves are, no matter how thick the walls are, they will not make me fall.

There's a bit of fear and worry in me right now. I don't feel really excited like the first time I came to this place. Day after tomorrow, everything will be fine.

See ya !!

Art and Craft in the OFFICE !

2010-06-10T22:40:00.010+08:00

Due to boredom in the office, I have created a so-called "Swan" by using the stationery in my office. LOL. I shall teach you all how to do it.

First of all, you need to prepare a few things. Cellophane tapes, a ball of strings, a thin and long plastic strap, scissor, marker pen, a piece of paper, glue and 2 clips.

Next, wrap the plastic strap with strings until the you couldn't see the strap. like this.

Then, wrap part of it again as thick as you want to differentiate the beak, head and neck. Tape it so it will not be loosen. The thick part is the head, the long part is the neck and the short part is the beak.

Move on to next step. Bend the plastic strap using your creativity. This is to shape its neck.

After that, put it deeply into the hole in the middle of the string ball. Then, shape the neck again.

It almost done. Next, cut 2 small piece of paper in round shape and colour them with marker pen to make them look like eyes. Stick them on the head by using a glue.

Lastly, use the clips as the wings and clip them at both sides.

Hope you all enjoy doing it.

THE END !

body combat

2010-06-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Attending body combat class was my wish since the first day i knew about it. I saw this from other bloggers and shirts that people around me wearing. Plus, I'm a martial arts-lover, it is a lost for me if I did not try out the class.

Body Combat is " The world’s most popular pre-choreographed martial fitness program, combining martial taichi, karate, and kick-boxing. Non contact, fierce, energetic hi-impact fitness. Fight your way to the level of fitness you demand with one intense FUN class! "

These are the benefits which I plugged from other blogs.
" Benefits of Body Combat:
- Improves heart and lung function and reduces the risk of heart disease
- Tones and shapes key muscle groups
- Burns calories for a leaner body
- Improves co-ordination and agility
- Improves bone density
- Improves posture and core strength and stability
- Builds self-confidence "

Seriously, the class is fun ! I joined the class since last Thursday and I have decided to attend every classes without missing any of it unless there is some problem which stop me from going. I do not know how to express my feeling towards the class and describe the class, but it is really AWESOME !

I got some feedback from friends who says that I will be even thinner if I attend the class. These kind of comments actually will bring me deep down and hard to climb up again. Yet, I didn't listen to them as I have surveyed and ask for more info for the class. Yah, though I'm thin for you all, but I'm really not. >