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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Mood swing..

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I finished my class at 4pm.. my chemistry lecturer let us go off early because she don't have anything to teach.. so I went back to my hostel and took a bath.. I tried to take a nap at around 5pm but something was in my mind and it made me can't sleep..

Then, I received a call.. its from one of my friends and my friend name is start from K.. I didn't want to mention the name here so I will use the letter "K"...

During the chat, we were nicely talk and making jokes around each other.. just simply chat about something here and there.. then after we got bored, something bad happened..









We argue and quarrel.. this is really really bad.. I try to spend some time to chat with K because we didn't meet up so often plus I'm studying in other state.. wherever I go, my phone will always in my hands and sms with K.. my friends here always complaint about me.. they say I always sms with someone even though they talking to me or asking me to do something.. I know I'm a sms freaks but what can I do.. I can't lose contact with my old friends and others.. I didn't care about what my friends said.. I know what I'm doing and I know if I didn't get well with my friends here I wouldn't get any help from them in the future in my studies.. I manage to do all of this at some other time.. We have our own chatting session or doing things together.. I will not left out from part of them..

K complained that I keep sms and call and this will mess up my mind with studies.. this la that la.. although my parents are not here, there still someone mumbling in my ears.. sob.. when K call me that time, K was doing some other things that are not important..like online and others.. but me.. I was only concentrating on our conversation.. I was just lying on bed or sitting on the chair.. Yes, I am bored and nothing to do but when there are something to do I will still like that.. place the thing aside and chat with someone..later on I will continue my works.. now K is not.. K doing something else when we having conversation.. is quite often K did that..

I know K were busy all the time and I disturb K by calling or messaging.. but I did ask K whether that is a suitable time for me to call or not.. not just simply call without asking.. the problem is.. when we having our conversation, I felt like I'm talking to the wall.. K keep changing topic for nothing but K will bring the topic back again after K remember it again.. that's not the thing I want.. I am a person like finish something now ..without delaying it .. may be K didn't know that but who can I blame now .. my mood gone right after the arguement..

Plus.. there's a chain hanging on my phone actually.. and there's a diamond on it.. after the fought, I found the diamond lost !.. everything gone up side down after the arguement.. I can't really think a way to cope it now.. my happy, cheers, active mood are all gone now.. everything lost... I have no more idea about it ..

Probably is my fault.. I shouldn't have take it so seriously .. I mean contacting each other every moment.. both of us have to give some free time for each other.. I shouldn't have take away all K's free time.. anyway... my fault..my bad..for being so sensitive and all.. by the way.. I'm truly sorry..




People.. I'm not falling in love !!!!!!!... K is just my friend.. don ask so much ..haha.. we are just friends.. I'm just wanting a friend who can help me during my hard time when my best friend are not free..

T_T

Monday, April 20, 2009

First day of learning..

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Hi all...

Today my lecture and tutorial classes start.. I have been waiting for 4 months to get into study mood.. I was no idea about any I learnt in secondary because I almost forgot everything.. so sad.. but lucky was the lecturer didn't start to teach us .. they just briefly explain to us what are the format and how are the marks that we can score from..

Actually we are divided into few classes.. this is only works during tutorial lessons not lecture time..so when lecture time, everyone were in the lecture hall..means there are around 250++ students in the lecture hall.. the lecturer will be talking from the beginning till end.. and when we have question to ask then we can only ask during tutorial time.. its depends on the lecturer themselves whether want to answer our questions or not.. because they are standing in front of the huge hall and unable to walk around ..

I had Biology and Mathematics lecture and Biology tutorial.. Let me introduce my lecturer to you all but I don't have their pictures yah.. I can't snap their pictures haha... okay.. my biology lecture for this first term about few weeks is a chinese handsome guy who graduated from University Sains Malaysia ( USM ). He took Biomedicine and he just a degree holder..he looks very young ..I guess he is just reach 30-year-old.. but he is full of experiences.. and he is a very friendly guy, he doesn't looks strict but sometime will be a bit fierce.. and his name is Mr. Ng Woei Kean..

Next is my Mathematics' lecturer..his name is Mr. A. Ramalingam.. he didn't told us more about himself.. he just enter the lecture hall and started to give whatever he needs to say.. he is very very serious person.. he is very strict and fierce.. after his lecture..everyone were like talking bad about him.. oh ya ..during the class, he complained not to yawn and sleep in his lecture.. OMG..!! everyone were like so shock and wish not to have him as our lecturer..sad sad sad

something unexpected thing happen during tutorial time.. Mr. Ng asked us to write an essay about Carbohydrates, Proteins, Lipids and DNA..!!!...everyone were like woooooooo...haha all of us forgot what we had learnt during Form4 and Form5 time... I was just simply wrote what I knew.. its abit too general I think but what to do..can't refresh at all haha ..quite okay la ..I still can wrote abit detail..

so overall is quite okay la...haha the way of learning totally different.. kay la.. I end it here.. don't know what to blog about already.. I will find more interesting stuffs to blog about.. stay tuned people !!!...all the best again !!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Aimst lifes..pictures..etc

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Yay !!..finally there is a free time to post new blog and edit with some pictures..

Okay..I would like to repeat it from the beginning ..

On 15th April, I started my journey at 630am from Sitiawan, Perak, my hometown to Sg.Petani, Kedah where my university located.. Around 11am, I finally reached this place.. The first sight of mine into this university was so amaze and I spoke to myself " this place is really really huge and beautiful "..


this is the guard house..welcoming all the parents and new students, April 2009 batch


look..got that somemore..haha

Then, I proceed to the registration place where located at the hall..the place is nice and beautiful..the hall is so huge..like the cinema


this is the hall..huge right?


the flag poles in front of the hall..

After finish the registration, next was going to the hostel..the hostel is like apartment.. every apartments consist 5 floors.. mine is situated at the last floor that is fifth floor.. there are 3 rooms, 1 living room, 1 toilet with 4 bathrooms and there are also water heater !..4 people can be fitted in a room..there are 4 beds, 4 study tables and 4 lockers..so 12 people in a house..


this is my bed and study table..haha it quite mess


my roommates..the left one is belongs to someone stay in kedah..his name is Lee Cheuen Wai.. the right one is Sri who is from Kelana Jaya, KL


Left is mine and right is belong to someone from Kedah also, his name is Lee Jae Yung


my locker..haha full of stuffs


my new cap.. I love it so so much..will never lost it.. its priceless


my new bag..cost RM50.. so expensive


my sport shoes..


my ID card..

the first night at there, I was bored and nothing to do.. I went exploration with one of my roommate.. at that night, they served chicken rice.. its so delicious..

the orientation day starts the next day.. we had to listen to the speech and some explaination from lecturers and staffs from 8am till 5pm.. then at that night, we had the ice breaking section.. the activities were boring and they didn't on air-cond !! ..


this is my draw haha..my team name called Hot Dog Man..haha

we have to come out with a team name, mascot, shout out, story line and drama !..


Don't know what man is this..i think is cicak man..lame..


he acted as a Hawaiian girl haha...and....he danced the Hawaiian dance !!!..

the ice breaking section ended at 12 midnight !..everyone were tired and the next day we having the second day of orientation day ..some activities like sports and the people in charged say it will be another tiring day.. We were told to reach at the stadium before 8am.. but I reached there around 745am and I had time to snap the facilities there..


this is the sport stadium..


in front of the stadium..I think is a place for us to rest


4 badminton courts in stadium


3 tennis courts


1 outdoor basketball court

there still have Olympic size swimming pool, gymnasium, table tennis tables and football field with running tracks.. I will upload the pictures next time...


Library..with study rooms and cybernet..


Dentistry building..


Medical building..


the park in front of the Dentistry building..

the sky view..730pm..






Oh ya..one more thing..the food here is quite good..they serve Chinese food, Malay food, Indian food and vegetarian at once..we can choose whatever we want to eat..the food is free..because we already paid in the fees..one day 3 meals..breakfast, lunch and dinner..

last Friday they served chicken chop and ice kacang !!..haha


chicken chop and ice kacang..there you go !!!...yummy !! I hope they serve it again..hehe

so..I end my post here..too many pictures I post it already haha.. there's a intake in May or June..if you wanna come then go ahead..there are lot of chinese here..don worry..the people here very nice and friendly too..especially the seniors and lecturers..even staffs and guards !!

Okay people..my class going to start tomorrow..the first day of studying..it will be very busy onwards..really need to concentrate to compete 200 seats for MBBS , 75 for Dentistry and 50 for Pharmacy over 3 batch foundation in science intake..it will be around 800++ students..the challenge really tough now..!..all the best all

Friday, April 17, 2009

Briefing about what happen to me these few days..

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Hi everyone..

It has been a week I didn't online and I manage to online today because there is no activity tonight..

Actually is like tat..on monday 13 April.. I went back to my hometown around lunch time.. then on 15 April I have to go to Aimst University as I mentioned it before in my previous post.. so that means I already started my university life and today is the second day I'm living in here..

I had captured some picture of this university and some facilities.. but unfortunately I left my phone cable in my hostel.. sorry everyone.. I will try to manage some time and post it perfectly the other day..

I don't really have much time now...because the orientation day makes me very tired and don't get enough rest.. Oh ya.. one more thing that made me really disappointed with.. the first night in this university, a group of "seniors" actually cannot be say as seniors la because they are one year older than us and was the last year April 2008 batch..they came to every room in my apartment and woke us up in the early morning around 4am..and their act is called ragging..they disturbed our sleep somemore ask us to do so much stuff.. my roommates were mad and same goes to me.. luckily I acted sleepy and they asked me to go to bed..I got avoided from the dance that they asked us to perform.. I hate them.. what a disappointment..

Kay la..I end my post at here because the sky is getting darker and seems like will rain tonight.. and if it is raining now then I have to walk under the rain to get back to my hostel..good night everyone... check it out my upcoming post.. stay tuned

Friday, April 10, 2009

The Weigh In Day..

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Sorry again because didn't write new post..hmmm..so I still left 3 days to go before leaving KL.. and I had confirmed that I will be leaving on 13th April, Monday.. the first journey is to my hometown, Sitiawan, Perak then on 15th April will rush to Sg. Petani, Kedah to the registration day..

Before I go further about that in coming posts, I would like to talk about the things that I had did.. I went to UKM, Bangi for the weight in day.. all of us went there together.. there were 7 of us and we took LRT from Wangsa Maju to KL Central then switch to KTM to UKM station.. it cost around RM5.60.. so dam expensive.. especially the KTM ticket..cost RM3.30.. there 7 of us were Chew, Ching Mun, Samantha, Yen Yoong, Nadzrin, Amirul Zakwan and I.. it took around one and the half hour to reach there..

Chew and Samantha ..( they are just friends..don think so much !!)

This is Ching Mun..I purposely ask him to face another side..because he keep making moody face..sux rite?

Amirul Zakwan and Nadzrin..sleeping beauty ^^ haha

Yen Yoong..she's sitting in the right way..follow her steps people !..

I was catogorized in Feather group..the weight range is 62kg to 67kg..I was between that ^^..may be its a good thing for me but the group is hard to win I guess... because most of the participants look quite fit and their weight are around that.. Haihzz.. I have to force myself to win the first match then continue till end..

For your information, I always lost at the first match..haha.. because I'm an unlucky person and always meet those powerful people at the first match.. I'm so noob right?.. I didn't participate any championship for 3 years..and this will be the last championship I join.. that's really sad for me..

Around 1130 am, we had done with the weight in stuff..it took only few minutes.. then my Sir fetch Chew, Samantha and I to have lunch at Jusco, Setiawangsa before sending us back.. We had our lunch at Jonny's restaurant.. RM8.90++ per person..the food there are so delicious, hot and spicy..it's a set lunch.. Diff cooking style of fried rice/noodles + a drink + a tom yam soup and an ice-cream for dessert.. Chew was the funniest person there..he kept making jokes while we eating and he stole food from us haha...Samantha doesn't like to eat meat so she ordered a Thai BBQ chicken noodle and she gave Sir and I her chicken..while my Sir..he loves the tom yam soup so much.. he was the first one to finish the soup but then he couldn't finish his dish..at the end he still finished it slowly..haha..the most enjoying moment was dessert time..we kept tasting each other ice-cream.. Chew likes to steal my vanilla ice-cream..he made me wanted to spit my own saliva in my own ice-cream so he won't take it from me anymore haha.. am I disgusting? haha..

Thai BBQ Chicken Rice, Tom Yam soup, Pandan Tea drink, Tumid chili and another one don't know what's that haha..


After we finish our lunch, we went for a walk in the Jusco.. there are variety of clothes there.. and the price is also quite cheap.. compare to the Jusco at Section 1, Wangsa Maju... tomorrow night I'm going there with my parents for the second time of my shopping day.. I still need shirts and slacks..shoes, ties, stationery, bags and more.. its going to be a busiest day tomorrow.. around 230 pm..home sweet home..hahah..

In the evening around 5 pm , my dad brought me to Sri Rampai's clinic for medical check up.. I took X-ray and blood test.. After the X-ray, the doctor found something weird at my ribs cage.. its like an obvious dot on the left ribs cage..its nt the bronchiole... its something that doesn't give me any harm.. and the doctor asked my dad to send this film to any radiologist to make a report on that dot.. to ensure what actually is that thing.. then I took a blood test..to test the blood group and whether I had already injected the Hepatitis B Vaccination.. when the doctor going to draw out my blood, my whole body became cold and no energy haha.. I wonder am I scare or what.. how can I become a doctor in the future if I scare of that? this question appear in my mind suddenly.. sad sad sad..

Anyway, today is a great day.. because I had lunch with my Sir and friends together before I left..and wish me all the best in tomorrow championship !!..Thank you..may god bless me and you all..ALL THE BEST !!

Friday, April 3, 2009

I'm Back..

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Its been more than 3 weeks that I didn't post any new post in my own blog. I wish to apologize to all of my followers and readers as well..I'm going to tell the reasons why I didn't blog for such a long time..I know you all feel curious about it and some will think that I had changed into an arrogant person or something..so let me tell you all the truth..I think I have nothing to hide anymore and I don't want to be a hopeless person anymore..

Actually, after I got my SPM results, I felt really disappointed. I didn't expect myself will get such worst results. I had worked hard in Form4 time and maintained in Form5 but everything end up like that.. My SPM results were the worst results I ever had for the past two years.. I hide myself in my room for 3 days..I made my own room 'flooded'.. I cut down my food intake, longer my sleeping time, talk less wit my family, only SMS with few friends, block everyone in my MSN..and I acted like an owl..only be active at night when all of my family members went to bed..I 'crawled' out from my bedroom, searching for food and drinks, entertained by boring TV shows..I avoided from society, publics..

On the third day, I forced myself to go to Taekwondo training..that was the first time I show up myself in the daylight.. my best friend fetch me to school and accompanied me all the time.. when people try to talk to me, he saved me and pulled me aside.. That was what I requested from him..he gave me full support in that.. Then, whenever someone ask me for my results, I just search him and hide behind him..I still remember there was someone keep asking for my results, and my tears almost run down.. I couldn't stand it and stop myself from crying..I wiped off my tears and continued the training..

Do you guys know how I be strong again?..haha..silly me.. After the training ended, my friends and I went to cc (cybercafe)..we played Dota to release tension by pawning people haha.. they made me laugh, made me happy, made me felt there are still lot of people support me and worry about me.. After that, I started to talk back wit my family..then eventually I unblock people in my MSN and SMS with my other friends.. On 17th March, I went to Genting Highland with my family and cousins..2 days 1 night.. I relaxed myself there and try to be forget those unhappy stuff..but I still feel not enough and wanted for more..too bad I can't..

Their are still kids..

I gave up all scholarships [ JPA, Matrix and more ] .. there are 2 choices.. Aimst University that located at Sg.Petani, Kedah for foundation or INTI College Nilai for A-level.. with no doubt, I applied Aimst University and sent the application form on 16th March.. after 2 weeks I will only know the result whether I success to get into that university or not..

And so ! My luck changes in April.. today 3th April.. I had received an offer letter from them.. and I succeed.. I feel so excited, happy, sad, busy, fussy, crazy and worry at the same time..

Excited : because I'm going to Aimst University and the place is huge, I'm going to start study, know new friends and more..
Happy : I finally found a place that I can achieve my dreams..
Sad : I'm going to leave my family, friends and love ones of course.. haha
Busy : I have to prepare so many things and go shopping..
Fussy : their rules are so strict and the dress code makes me headache
Crazy : I will gone mad to arrange my schedule next week
Worry : I didn't study well and unable to suit myself with the surroundings there




The intake is on 15th April means left around 12days..in this 12days, I have to meet all my friends..primary and secondary..go shopping..pack clothes, books, etc..spend time with love ones include family..I'm gonna miss all of you but I'll still come back few times every months..and continue blogging..

So here how it goes..7th, 8th and 9th I will be busy with my own stuff..10th have to go weight in at UKM, Bangi for the Taekwondo championship on Saturday..11th will be the last championship I join I guess..either 12th or 13th April I will leave KL and go to my hometown to meet my relatives..at the same time I will go to pray..and eat as much as I can before I'm suffering from starvation there haha..

Hmm... you all can still contact me..my number will never change..I really will miss you all..I'm so sorry for my silly acts and I hope you all will forgive me ..So sorry.. Whoever apply there please let me know..because may be we can meet up there or something..

Lastly, please invite me out this few days.. I will try to make it..My phone is 24 hours on.. sorry being so 'nasty'..I miss all of you..